Letter to An Imaginary Lover
my flesh is not with you but my desire for you lives inside of me
I will email you my feelings but you, you won’t answer back
and you will stay invisible because God made you this way
and I live in tourment, and I live in madness, and I live in Ecstasy, and I live in hope,
tant qu’il y aura de l’espoir…
My invisible lover, lower, lower I go, My imaginary lover, lower, lower I go
immature pleasure, delight in perversion, stranded in insanity
do you suffer also darling? you with the power to make me feel
all in the big city, wasn’t it meant to be, aren’t you also guilty
7 years trapped in delusion, now worshipping your very existence
you are immensely clever, far from suspecting this nonsense
My invisible lover, lower lower I go, my imaginary lover, lower lower I told you so
It doesn’t have to be the end, tu sais, we do not have to turn this romance this into drama
say so, I’ll be there, dont say so, I’ll still there, you dont respond you choose to be silent you choose to remain untouched, unreachable, invisible
My invisible lover, lower, lower I go, My imaginary lover, lower lower I told you so
is it out of provocation, seduction, seclusion or fear of rejection
is it out of insecurity, aloofness, business, pride, la folie…
or out of distain, disinterest, disrespect, dismisal or because your happiness lays with somebody else because i was not able to elevate and stimulate ton âme…
is it the beginning, is it the end ?
copyright anne pigalle
http://annepigalle.bandcamp.com/track/letter-to-an-imaginary-lover
tourment spelt: torment.
yes but tourment in French